15.1.11

Why?

Why do I feel like everyone expects me to have all the answers?

Why don't I have the answers to the problems I am having?

Why isn't there enough time in a day to do what I need and want to do?

Why do I feel like my priorities are messed up?

Why do I cry myself to sleep every night?

Why don't people understand me?

Why don't I understand myself?

Why do I feel like no matter what I do it just. isn't. enough?

Why does life have to be like this?


Suffering in silence, behind smiles and sunshine.

9 comments :

  1. TI know exactly how you feel. It's so hard when you refuse to succumb to mediocrity, but don't quite no what to do or where to go.

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  2. Exactly! That is how I've been feeling. But I'm learning, again, that I just need to trust in the Lord. He has plans for me, greater that perhaps anything I could comprehend. I am doing good things, and the Lord will guide me when I follow Him. I just need to have faith.

    Thank you for the comment! :)

    Felicity

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  3. That is soo true. It will help me a lot.

    BTW you did amazing in Twelfth Night, that was one of the best plays I've seen (_especially_ when it comes to characterization) and I've seen a lot. Now I just have to hope that our rendition of As You Like It will somehow be amazing (or at least good) when we have no rehearsal's left.

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  4. Wait, do I know you?

    Thank you! I'm glad you could see it. We all had so much fun! I would love to see your play. Let me know when it is and I'll try to come. :)

    Felicity

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  5. They're doing it tomorrow night in Bountiful at 7. Not sure exactly where.

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  6. Snap, I can't go. . . .

    Would you mind telling me who exactly HRHBelle is? :)

    Felicity

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  7. Oh, haha, I've changed my name now so you can tell who I am (hopefully). Ooh, we're actually performing again on Monday the 31st in the Bountiful City Library at 12:30.
    ~"HRHBelle" aka hillshum's sister

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  8. Ohhh! Welcome! I'm not sure I'll be able to make it down there, but I wish you lots and lots of blessings!! (I don't believe in luck ;)

    Thanks for reading, and following. Love ya! :)

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